Teeto-taller from today!

"Okay", she thought. No more getting drunk. This is it, no more. She had no control and all she wanted was to not have control anymore. But it felt so good that it started feeling bad. Being tipsy was like  a guilty pleasure she could afford only at times. Well, most of the times. Most of the damn times.

That's it! she thought. That's just it.
Its a new life now. A new place, new people and new friends. Also some other new people.
'Hey!' she waved enthusiastically at the girl who lives in the room next to hers. She did not even blink once. Let alone wave back.
'I'm going to make some great friends then', she thought and turned away to lock her door.
The next couple of days were just college, hostel and college again. And the discoveries, oh!
She found out that college can be fun, that country music can heal almost anything, that Tim McGraw has a hot voice and also sadly a hot wife, that the lunch-dinner thing everyday was almost incomplete till she found one or the other kind of stones, pebbles, rubber or elastic bands in her boiled rice. Damn it she thought. Damn it damn it damn it.

Meanwhile her dreams were getting bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger. They weren't letting her sleep, letting her eat.
''And I keep wondering and wondering and wondering, just when will my life begin?'', Mandy Moore sang into her earphones.
But maybe life wasn't that bad like she had expected it to be. Her life was a mixture of hot and cold, of sweet and bitter, her life was Cafe Coffee Day's Devil's own, Well, atleast in her mind. She had slowly started to adore it and love it.

We just had to ignore a few things, memories and people in some cases. And life is all set!
Time usually does the trick. Music helps.

''Hey'', the girl next door said.
Finally, she thought and replied back.
"Do you drink? I was thinking we could get maybe some beer or something to drink?'', the girl asked.

GOD! Why?!
Life it is, babay!